[Even if a lot of horrible things have happened, and even if she has more regrets than she can count, if changing all of it meant giving up the family she found in AVALANCHE... She's not sure she'd go back. That's probably incredibly selfish of her, but she can't help feeling that way. She nods in response, although there's obvious concern in her expression when he glances back again. Once again, she's trying to ignore that spine tingling feeling of being watched.]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PkGrkNu6mDg
There were good parts too, weren't there?