[Davesprite is right, he really doesn't like this question and his expression reflects that pretty clearly. He would very much like to hang up or walk away or any of the other things he does to keep from talking, but the forced honesty won't let him.]

I hate what was done to me. I know what the Soldier did isn't my fault, but I still did it. It was still my hands, still-- me, and I remember it. What they did to me made me into a problem, and I can't run from that.