You could always get a mini-workout carrying the thick thing around but... well, I'd feel a bit bad tossing around such a nice book.

It might be experience, but eugh at the same time there's just wishful thinking "I don't want to deal with this", you know? [ But maybe... it wouldn't hurt to ask. She mentally noted she could do that next time, it could help other people having a hard time getting sleep too. ] I sure doubt counting sheep is really working for me anymore, and thinking of people I miss just makes me sad...