tl;dr cr meme

[powersouls]

tl;dr cr meme

1. Post with your character.
2. When people tag you, respond with emotionally compromising essays about what their character means to yours! Or doesn't.
3. Cry a lot.

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[heavensreader]

Look Ecks you tried to stab her. Kesara may preach Christian forgiveness, but a part of her is still quite afraid that if they meet again you might try to finish the job. Ecks gives Kesara serious trouble because she lacks the cues that spying smol is used to relying on in her natural inclination to fall into step with other people and mimic them. Dealing with a blank slate that mimics her is exhausting and makes her feel constantly on her toes, and that combined with how she actually rather feels for Ecks, as someone who is clearly very invested in learning and growing, makes their interactions feel very demanding. Really a lot of Kesara's bits of trickery and trying to scare Ecks is just her falling on her most reliable patterns in the absence of knowing how to do anything else. Sure, she likes to needle her, too - having someone who is quite so susceptible to being wound up can be a lot of fun for a horrible little creature like Kesara often is. But once the fun is done she feels rather bad about it, and as of yet lacks the self-awareness to really tell why, never mind how to solve the issue.

She's willing to grant Ecks a lot more leeway about hanging out with and learning from House because Ecks, unlike Quark, is not a kid, not a boy, and not a sahib, so she doesn't register as much as the kind of threats that Kesara is used to struggling with. They could possibly get along quite well, if and when one or the other of them matures some more and figures out where the tension between them comes from.