confessions meme

[devoutish]

1) Post a comment with your character spilling their confessions and innermost thoughts for all to see
2) Go around and comment to other characters ICly, expressing shock, awe, disgust, anger, etc.
3) Discuss, accuse, commiserate, threadjack, etc.

Comments

[devoutish]

I've pulled weapons on two people here, so far. Yeah, Watson and House. I absolutely do not fucking regret it, and if I hadn't done it, both situations might very well have gotten out of hand. One did end up escalating anyway, but at least it didn't happen that night.

I knew House was gonna be murdered before it happened. I supplied a weapon to the murderer, for his protection. He used that weapon to do the deed, and I don't regret that either.

If you can't tell what I think of you, it's probably purposeful.

Control is very important to me. I hate that I have so little of it here. And the most important part of it is having control over myself, internally, and I'm afraid I'm gonna lose that too.

I'm better about praying regularly here than I was at home. Something about losing everything else makes you want to cling on tight to what you still have.

I've gotten close to some people here, but none of you will ever make up for what I left behind. It's not personal.

Emily - the new kid, the little girl. We're stealing her away.

I'm depressed, but aren't we all?

[ecks]

I murdered Duster. I was not following any rules when I did it. I did not follow my own rules. I murdered him because I hated him for killing Doctor House.

[bywolves]

I'm not angry with you about it.

[devoutish]

Yeah. Neither am I.

[powersouls]

I'm used to surrounding myself with people I care about, and AVALANCHE was my family back home. I don't have that here, and it's hard for me.

It's easier for me to lie and say I'm fine than try to tell anyone how I'm really feeling.

I'm afraid that I won't ever be able to go home, or maybe that I don't really have a home to go back to.

I've done a lot of terrible things to get revenge on ShinRa, I was just really good at lying to myself about why I was doing them.

[blueteamproblems]

That confession on the last meme, about being in a body that's not mine? Yeah, that was me.

I'm an AI. A really fucking broken one. I have no idea how many of my memories are mine and how many are even real. I barely know anything about who or what I really am and that's terrifying to me.

I died just before getting brought here. Kind of wish I'd stayed that way.

I really miss my friends.

[bywolves]

I've killed someone here. I'm not afraid to do it again, if I need to. I also don't regret it.

My death has rattled me. I came back. I shouldn't have come back. I'm not dealing with it well. I can't sleep and when I do I have nightmares.

I care much more about the people I am traveling with than anybody else here. I would not die for any of them, but I would do my best to protect them. Lie for them. Kill for them. It'd be easier than breathing.

That also frightens me. Not sure how much longer I can stay close.

I'm engaged. At home. I'm afraid she won't be there when I return. If I return. I would rather stay here and die again, over and over, than bring back this radiation to her. If that is what's happening.

I consider Duster to be a separate person from me, in a way. It might be a relief to go by Royce again, should anybody figure it out.

[devoutish]

Hard for me, too.

[Solidarity!]

cw suicide mention 8VVV

[phaseshifter]

When Rhys and I both showed up on the obituaries, it was because I killed him and then myself.

I'm not a good person. It'd be nice to blame it all on Jack, but I'm not sure I can.

I'm not alright. I am going to burn out. I do need to be looked after sometimes. I'd rather die than admit any of it and risk being helpless again.

I kind of miss Handsome Jack. A little.

I'm not a robot, Prickles McRoboracist can eat a butt.

[maskintape]

Anyone who spends too much time near me dies. It's real fucking neato.

 

 

 

Also I actually do have an ass.

[despiteeverything]

This place makes me understand sometimes why Chara wanted revenge on humans and for monsters to win the war.

But even if that's true, if you think revenge is a good idea I think you're being stupid. I'm not saying that because I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm saying it 'cause I do.

Things were easier when nobody I knew from home was here.

This is the first time in a long time where if I mess up, it's really game over. I used to hate resets but if I had them here maybe I could be useful again.

Quark's the first human friend I can ever really remember having.

I'm scared if people find out all about monsters, they'll go after Mom and try to hurt her, or try to say she 'n the others are bad for me.

I don't like how different I am here. I don't like how this place is harder than dying over and over. I just want to go home.




If I had some way to make sure everybody made it home though, I'd do it. No matter what it meant for me.

[maskintape]

 

 

Uh. Now I feel like a dick.

[phaseshifter]

Whoa, you pulled a weapon on Doctor Watson?

 

 

 

House is less surprising, I mean. House.

[blueteamproblems]

Probably because you are a dick.

[devoutish]

I did.

[He says it so matter-of-factly.]

He was prying into things he'd been warned to leave alone, and he would not stop.

[maskintape]

Yeah. I just - you know. I meant more than normal. Grats on having friends after all, I guess.

[devoutish]

I'm not dealing with mine well, either. Still.

I'd help if I could.

[phaseshifter]

Ah. Are things cool between you now, at least? As... cool as it can get, anyway.

[devoutish]

No. But not because of that.

Things are complicated between us.

[blueteamproblems]

Yeah, well. They were shitty friends.

[bywolves]

I don't know what to do about it. Nothing seems to help.

[devoutish]

Find people who will hear this and won't think you're helpless for it. I know you have them.

[devoutish]

Have someone sit up with you, if you can stand it.

[phaseshifter]

[ Complicated, eh. TIME TO UPDATE THE SHIPPING CHART ASAP. ]

Oh? The kind of complicated where mediation would be a good idea, or the kind where you should just avoid each other as much as you can before one of you tries to crack open the other's skull on the nearest rubble pile?

[bywolves]

And here I thought we had something special, Solomons.