devoutish: (this girl has some hella fine legs right)
Alfie Solomons ([personal profile] devoutish) wrote in [community profile] snowblindmemes2016-11-17 05:05 pm

FORCED HONESTY MEME

1) Post your characters, one per comment
2) Go around with your characters and have them ask other characters questions - anything goes!
3) Forced honesty time! Lying is impossible because of reasons
4) IC DISCUSSION AND CONFRONTATION, GO
advanced: (bewildered)

[personal profile] advanced 2016-11-18 12:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[He hates this forced honesty thing, it makes him more grossly open about his emotions.]

You were hurting, you're a good kid, why wouldn't I want to help you?
mrcreamsicles: (118)

[personal profile] mrcreamsicles 2016-11-18 12:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Jay, you barely know me and I outed you on the network. And yeah, you apologized for the shit I got about it, but I really could have fucked things over for you.
advanced: (conflicted)

[personal profile] advanced 2016-11-18 12:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[Keep quiet, keep quiet, keep--]

I deserved to be outed, you're one of the only people who's acted sensibly. People have been too forgiving.
mrcreamsicles: (113)

[personal profile] mrcreamsicles 2016-11-18 01:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[His mouth shifts, not a full frown, but not pleased either.]

I'm not going to say you didn't fuck up, because you did. You did pretty majorly and I sure as shit didn't trust you then. If you were going to press me, I'd say I still don't at the base of it. But you want to do better—you do want that, right?—and that's a damn sight better than most people about their mistakes.

So I've gotta ask, and you probably won't like it but I'm doing it anyway: do you just hate what was done to you, or is it your own self you're treating as the problem here?
advanced: (listening)

[personal profile] advanced 2016-11-20 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
[Davesprite is right, he really doesn't like this question and his expression reflects that pretty clearly. He would very much like to hang up or walk away or any of the other things he does to keep from talking, but the forced honesty won't let him.]

I hate what was done to me. I know what the Soldier did isn't my fault, but I still did it. It was still my hands, still-- me, and I remember it. What they did to me made me into a problem, and I can't run from that.